Unqualified Missionary

This is my (Bryan) first blog post…  well unless you count my #LiveJournal that I had back in high school… yikes!  So with that said., here goes nothing! Mark 2:17 says, When Jesus heard this, He told them, “Those who are well don’t need a doctor, but the sick do need one.  I didn’t come to call the righteous, but sinners.” (HCSB)  I love that.  The sick need the doctor.  Sinners need the Savior.  We are sick.  We are sinners.  We need the doctor.  We need the Savior.  We need Jesus. I love the verse because I used to think that after being a good Christian for a long time you can become a Sunday school teacher or a youth leader then after that you can be a pastor.  Then if you really love Jesus and are pretty much perfect, you can be an evangelist or missionary.  I mean think about it.  Missionaries and people in full-time ministry probably don’t watch tv (definitely not HBO), they never cuss, they don’t drink, don’t smoke, don’t get into fights with their spouse/children/family/etc.  They’re just about perfect.  They’re like “Super Christians.”  I really used to feel that way.  I thought God would never use me because I’ve done all of those things that I mentioned before.  I felt I was unqualified, incapable, and too broken to be effectively used for God’s ministry.  But God doesn’t see who I am in my sin or what I’ve been or what I will be tomorrow, He sees me in the light of His son and who I will be when complete in Him.  God uses normal people to do His service.  Or as my campus pastor and friend Ben says “God doesn’t call the equipped, He equips the called.” I’m not saying I’m not trying to be a better servant of Christ each day and that I just “continue in sin so that grace may multiply (Romans 6:1 HSCB) but I am saying that I still struggle.  I still mess up.  I am a normal person with not much more than average talents.  But God saw our willing hearts to go and serve and He ran with it.  God has opened the doors, He has prepared the way, and is showing His grace and His love to us daily. But even though we’ve made the move to Guatemala and have taken the next step towards what I thought was becoming “Super Christians”, we still have a long way to go.  I’ve already struggled with my doubts of His call.  I’ve cried when the enemy has convinced me that we’ve made a huge mistake and we’re going to be miserable.  But thankfully God didn’t leave me there in my sorrow.  Through my quiet time and through the encouragement of my wife, I’ve been able to see again the Lord’s provision in everything. I don’t completely know yet what God has in store for us.  But I do know this, it’s not everyday that God equips you for full-time ministry by going to nursing school (Whit) and culinary school (me).  So whatever God is going to do, I’m excited to be a part of it and am trying to remember what He’s done for us when I doubt it. If you ever think that God couldn’t use you or wouldn’t want to just remember Mark 2:17. Remember God calls the unrighteous (sick) of this world and makes them righteous (well).  He takes us and redeems us so that we will tell others about His incredible love so that more people might experience it.  I’m blessed to be serving in Guatemala and to be a full-time missionary.  I’m not alone in my normalcy.  Most of the missionaries I’ve met would fit into the same category I put myself in.  We’re just following what God has called us to do.  Thankfully everyone isn’t called into the same ministry, otherwise we wouldn’t have any supporters!  But we all have a calling.  That’s what I think being a Christian is about.  Following Jesus wherever He leads.

Lastly, I must reiterate how important it is that we all have different callings in life.  Last week we came back to the U.S. for a visit to tie up some loose ends and also see family and friends.  God’s Word tells us to make our requests known to Him and so I’ve been praying for some needs of the kitchens at Hope of Life.  One of the biggest needs has been for a industrial strength blender like a Vitamix or BlendTec blender.  I had reached out to both companies for donations and had called the local distributors but hadn’t had luck.  So after more prayer, God put it on my heart to reach out to Facebook and share with my friends and family while we are here of the need.  God has answered this prayer!  Three families have radically given from their hard-earned incomes to meet this need and I know that the God we serve will meet this need in full!  As John Piper says concerning missions “Go, send, or disobey.”  When you give to support us or donate the things we need most to serve, you are helping send us!

God bless everyone that reads this, shares this, prays, or gives.  You all are making an impact for the Kingdom!

Dios le bendiga!  God bless you!

Ants in my pants

My grandma always told me, “Whitney, if it were easy..  then EVERYBODY would be doing it.”  I love that, because it holds true to most things in life.  Sometimes the right thing to do isn’t the easy thing to do… but I believe it is in our difficult moments that God defines us and makes us stronger.

With each day that passes, we realize more and more how much we need to PRESS IN to The Lord.  Even in the difficult, I am constantly reminded of all that God has done to get us here.  When I feel overwhelmed, unqualified, and poorly equipped, I remember that God has called us here!  God could have used anyone, and certainly there are far better candidates than Bryan and myself, but he called US.  And I’m SO thankful that he called us HERE… sweet Guatemala… where the land is beautiful and the people are kind.  Guatemala… where the weather is perfect and snow doesn’t exist…  Guatemala… where we are fortunate to have hot, running water…  Guatemala… where our roommates are scorpions and today, I literally had ants in my pants (and shirt… and water bottle…) today at the hospital. (So maybe things aren’t *all* good here 😉 hahaha)

There are so many parts about Guatemala that remind me so much of home in Sugar Grove, WV.  As I was walking outside tonight, I looked into the crisp, starry sky and noticed the moon and realized that although we’re so far away, my family is at home in America under that same moon.  I know it might sound cheesy,  but in that moment, it made me feel somewhat closer to home.  Because the moon was the common denominator between here and there, it made the world feel a little smaller at the time, almost seeming to bridge the 5,000 mile gap.

The more I thought of this, my heart was burdened because I know that here in Guatemala, under that same moon, there are children left in the wilderness to die.  There are babies without food, families without homes, so many people who are physically and spiritually desperate for help.

The other week, a team of Hope Of Life employees and myself hiked into very steep mountains– into a small village of less than 10 families– where everyone in the village wears cleats because it is so mountainous with no roads and nothing more than a dangerously narrow, steep, dirt trail.  In this village, we found 27 year old Valentin, on a bed made of sticks and tattered sheets, being tended to by his mother.  He was incredibly sick, needed IV antibiotics and a surgery to repair a bladder fistula.  Thankfully, Valentin was able to make it back to the ministry and is receiving care.  Along with Valentin, we also brought back 8 other children from another village.

Valentin's village
Valentin’s village
When we started the journey, we were so high in elevation we were near the clouds.
When we started the journey, we were so high in elevation we were near the clouds.

I’m finally getting more acclimated to my role here as a nurse.  I am blown away by all the hardworking hospital staff here– from doctors, to nurses, our nutritionist, phlebotomists, and pharmacist… to administrators, housekeeping, and nannies…  everyone works so hard.  The days can be hot, long, and exhausting… but we are seeing real life miracles!

Beautiful view from the hospital
Beautiful view from the hospital
Saint Luke's Hospital at Hope of Life
Saint Luke’s Hospital at Hope of Life
Mynor, a 15 year old boy, suffered from Guillan-Barre and paralysis as a result from Zika virus. He is now able to walk on his own!
Mynor, a 15 year old boy, suffered from Guillan-Barre and paralysis as a result from Zika virus. He is now able to walk on his own!
Precious Mariella, gaining weight and looking healthy!
Precious Mariella, gaining weight and looking healthy!
Dulce Milagros (sweet miracle) who suffers from microcephaly, encephalocele, cleft lip and palate, and downs syndrome... Please lift this precious angel up in prayer.
Dulce Milagros (sweet miracle) who suffers from microcephaly, encephalocele, cleft lip and palate, and Down syndrome… Please lift this precious angel up in prayer.

We have been given so much support — financial support, prayers, people offering to send medical supplies, etc…  that we are truly humbled and in awe of your generosity!!!  As you can imagine, living and serving in a third world country is quite an adjustment… but what we’re doing and what the hospital is doing, is very heavily dependent on those who help us!

Romans 10:13-15 says “Everyone who calls on the name of The Lord will be saved. But how can they call on the one they had not believed in? And how can they believe in whom they have not heard?  And how can they hear without someone telling them?  And how can anyone tell them unless they are sent?  As it is written: ‘How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!'”

We’re thankful that we are here because YOU have SENT us!  Not everyone is called to pack up and move to Guatemala…  moving here was not as big of a deal when you realize the literal hundreds of people it has taken to get us to where we are.  Just as Grandma said “If it were easy to do, EVERYONE would be doing it!”  So we thank you for doing what is NOT easy–  which is supporting us through your donations and prayers.

We are also happy to announce that we’re coming home for a short visit!!!!  Here are the tentative dates and where we’ll be:
March 3rd- fly in to Dulles
March 4th-7th – Fredericksburg/Culpeper area (with a quick pitstop in Charlottesville for ANM‘s Thrive Conference!)
March 8-11 – Sugar Grove
March 11-13 – Harrisonburg
March 14 – Hanging out with The Wards!!!! (also, happy birthday to my brother, Anthony!)
March 15-19 – Huntington
Then we leave from Huntington and fly out of Cincinnati super early on 3/21.

It may be difficult to see everyone that we want to on this trip, but we’ll certainly give it our best shot!

 

You are loved!

-Whitney

 

The New Normal

"Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness." Lamentations 22-23
“Because of the LORD’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new  – e v e r y – morning; great is your faithfulness.” Lamentations 22-23

 

Tonight we grew tired of eating rice and beans…  so we walked into downtown Llano Verde (nearly as happening as downtown Sugar Grove, WV) and I practically polished off a large pepperoni pizza all by myself, much like how Buzz McAllister does in Home Alone.  And just as Buzz joked about barfing up his entire pizza, I also feel the same… because AFTER the pizza, I thought it would be a good idea to get Cucos (Guatemalan ice cream in a bag).  Too much info?  Maybe.  Too much food?  Absolutely.

As we continue to get settled in here at Hope of Life, I look back and realize HOW FAST the past month has passed.  Wow.  Seems like just yesterday we were stressing out about packing up the house and now we’re here. (thanks to ALL who helped us pack, clean, and brought us dinner during that stressful time!!)  The first week of being here, we had amazing team from Lifepoint Church with us, so the week passed by very quickly.  This week has been slower paced in some ways, but has a whole different type of busy as I get settled in to serving at the hospital and practicing Spanish every evening. We’ve gotten to spend time with Safe Haven families, participate in Wednesday night worship at The Village of Transformation, and we’ve met some really amazing people throughout the past two weeks.

Being here long term makes me realize all the comforts I am missing from back home in the states.  In Virginia, I never had to worry about lizards crawling into the walls, never had to worry about killing cockroaches in the hallways, ants didn’t get into literally everything, and mosquitos definitely didn’t carry and transmit viruses.  In Virginia, the showers were hot and not nearly as scary, I was able to pick up Starbucks or fast food because the hospital wasn’t so far away from everything, my bed was much more comfortable, and I wasn’t six layers deep on DEET at the end of the day.

Despite all these comforts that I’m “missing out” on, I know I’m right where I need to be.  Right in the middle of my new normal.  I’m trying every day to shift my focus from remembering all that I’m lacking from America, and appreciating all that I’ve got.  Guatemala has stripped me from all the everyday distractions and already allowed me to grow in new ways.  I have come to appreciate early mornings with black coffee, frijoles, and new friends. I am blessed to have food and be surrounded by people who love. I have come to appreciate the hot, uphill walks to St. Luke’s Hospital.  I am blessed to be able to walk, and to serve in a capacity that I enjoy.  I have come to appreciate difficult IV sticks on malnourished babies.  Although very difficult to do, I am becoming better, and this skill is allowing babies to receive necessary medications and fluids.  I have come to appreciate little arms reaching toward me in the mornings, yelling “Wendy! Wendy!”.  I am blessed to be able to hold these babies and change their diapers… basic care and love that they have likely never been shown until coming here.  I have come to appreciate the challenge of learning Spanish.  I am blessed to have been able to see that God’s love transcends all languages, and you don’t have to speak the same language to communicate compassion.

I want to share with you a video by Hope of Life Intl’s president, Katie.  In this video, she is holding a 25 year old boy who I get to care for daily.  Although Wilson’s health is still fragile, he continues to make progress every single day by gaining weight and becoming more alert.

This is why we’re here.  This is reality for not just Guatemala, but so many other parts of the world.  

Yeah, so our “new normal” isn’t always comfortable.  It’s often challenging, often fun, and always rewarding.  I’m so very thankful for our friends, family, and churches who have helped to sponsor us and get us to a place where we are able to serve this way.  I can promise you, your generosity is literally changing lives here in Guatemala.  We are still just a bit shy of our necessary monthly amount, but we are getting by just fine.  If you’d like to sponsor us monthly, go to Hopeoflifeintl.org/donate and add “Send The Saultons” in the comment field at checkout.  Or you could also go to youcaring.com/sendthesaultons to make a one time donation.

 

You are loved.

-Whitney

 

But God…

saying goodbye

Well, it happened.  I’m not sure if it’s the stress of moving and leaving everything behind, or maybe it’s just the flood of memories that this place holds…  But tonight I ugly cried.  And if I’m being honest, I may or may not still be ugly crying as I write this…

When we moved into this house, we intended to be here for 2 years max.  Once Bryan graduated from culinary school we were going to leave and settle down in West Virginia closer to our families.  But God had different plans.

When we moved here, we planned to find a small church that was similar to our roots at First Baptist Church of Kenova.  But God led us to Lifepoint instead.  When we moved here, we left a lot of great friends behind in WV.  But God gave us great friends here too.  When we moved here 4 1/2 years ago, we were so in love, and didn’t think we could love to a fuller capacity.  But God stretched our heart.  He stretched our heart for each other, He stretched our heart for our families as more members have been added to them over the past few years, He stretched our hearts for Guatemala.  He stretched our hearts for Him.

This little house holds so many precious memories.  It’s the first place we’ve lived since we got married.  We’ve cooked so many meals together in the kitchen.  We’ve had so many friends over, and relationships have deepened inside this house.  We’ve decorated, landscaped, bonfired, and even drug all the blankets outside to stargaze on summer nights.  We’ve danced in the living room while no music has been playing, we’ve restored trust here, we’ve strengthened our marriage here, we’ve had slumber parties with our nieces and nephew here, we’ve loved here.

As we pack up our things, and pile so many things to be sold or given away, I can’t help but to feel emotional.

messy

Oh sweet 26183 Stonesiffer Lane, you will be dearly missed.  I will miss sweeping precious Roster’s hair off your floor.  I will miss having the most incredible neighbors in the world– The Nelson’s were maybe one of our favorite parts of living here.  I will miss trying to spell Stonesiffer to people who have asked for our address.

We’re in the process of rehoming Roster.  I’ve had him for nine years.  I’ve never done life without him.  I don’t think I can write about that anymore without emotional break down # 3 for the night.

The emotional difficulty of this process is nearly enough to make me want to call things off and stay here… Nearly enough for me to say But God, are you SURE about Guatemala?” But God has truly called us there.  There is no doubt in my mind that Guatemala is where we need to go and what we need to do.  This has been confirmed in us more times than we can count.  As we’re down to the wire and in the crunch time before leaving, I am reminded of Paul’s words in 2 Corinthians 4.  It’s so good, you should read the whole thing…  but it ends with him saying “..so we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.”

We’re moving to Guatemala to do something eternally significant.  To help save those who are sick and dying (both physically and spiritually), to love orphans, to spread the good news of what Jesus has done in our hearts.  I know that while working in the hospital and rescuing malnourished babies, there won’t always be happy endings.  I know that the loss of “stuff” and closed doors on memories will eventually pale in comparison to the loss we’ll see.  I once loved a baby named Jenri at Hope of Life… but Jenri is no longer there and has been called to heaven where he will be able to walk and sing and he’s now free from  the pain that malnourishment had taken on his tiny body.

Sweet 2 year old Jenri
Sweet 2 year old Jenri

We’re leaving a lot behind to serve where we’ve been called to.  Many people don’t understand and think we’re crazy,  But God will provide for us while we’re there, too.

Ephesians 3:14-21

For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom every family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.

I pray that while we embark on this journey that we keep our eyes fixated on Christ- who called us to this, who equipped us for this, and who will sustain us while we are there. I pray that we are rooted and established in love, and that His love overflows into the work that we do. I pray Isaiah 58:6-11 over us and that we will always be reminded of what God has done to get us here and that he “will satisfy our needs in a sun scorched land.” Our fear of stepping out into the unknown is great, But God is greater.

You are loved… Even during my ugly cry moments.
-Whitney

“It’s not much, but…”

Ephesians 3:20 <3
                   Ephesians 3:20 <3

As we near the end of 2015, we cannot help but be incredibly thankful and humbled by the year we have had.  In 2015, we have seen some incredible miracles – from finally committing to move to Guate full time, to receiving support from a multitude of those around us, and seeing God answer our prayers in this journey.

We have celebrated Christmas with the Bowers and Saulton families – and we are so very blessed for all the wonderful people on both sides of the family!  We are thankful to have seen our grandparents this week, to have seen all the nephews and nieces, and our parents as well.  We’re thankful for healthy, happy and loving families… which remind us that we’re going to serve those in Guatemala who have never felt such warmth and welcoming from those they love.  It both breaks our heart and fuels our fire to get down there on January 16th.

Being only 17 days away from moving, we are still pushing forward and working on getting our monthly support.  We’re just over halfway there! We are SO. VERY. THANKFUL. for those of you that have given!  Some of you have helped purchase plane tickets, some of you have bought our shirt, some of you have committed to sponsor us monthly, and others have prayed and shared our posts.

Through all of this, one thing we’ve heard is “it isn’t much, but…” … and we want you all to know that we are thankful for each and every gift we’ve received!  I can’t imagine where we’d be if nobody gave because they didn’t feel it was enough.  It reminds me of the story in Mark 12, where the widow gave two pennies after witnessing others throw in large amounts.  Jesus says “Truly I tell you, this poor widow has put more into the treasury than all the others.  They all gave out of their wealth; but she, out of her poverty, put in everything – all she had to live on.”  We’re thankful that you’ve given anything, whether it’s big or small, we know its a huge commitment on your end to give. And we’re so very thankful that you’re getting us one step closer to being feet on the ground in Guatemala.

Our prayer for you, is that since you’ve sown bountifully, that you will reap bountifully.  That, just as in the word says in Luke 6:38, you will receive blessing “pressed down, shaken together, and running over.”  We’ve certainly witnessed this in our lives, and I can’t wait to see how it unfolds in yours.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and your families.

You are loved.

–Whitney

Running Over.

Luke 6:38 says “Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.”

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Pictures by my best friend Jazmyn! Go check out her beautiful work here <3

Just last week, on Thursday December 3rd, Lifepoint had a leadership meeting to discuss our current series “Presence” which is about generosity, giving, and campus expansion.  During this particular sermon, Pastor Daniel was discussion John 12, where Jesus was anointed at Bethany…  and Mary poured expensive perfume over His feet.  But what she did was not wasteful, it was worship.

It’s funny… and humbling… because it was exactly December 3rd last year that we got into contact with The Dechat’s who have been a huge part into providing a way to GET us to Guatemala.  We have noticed that throughout this entire journey that we truly serve a God of provision.   That He has gone before us and graciously made a way for us to serve, even when things seemed impossible.  I seriously think I could thank over a hundred people who have helped us make it to where we are today… and I’m excited to see how many more people are coming on board as we take this next step of faith in actually moving there.

…which brings me to my next point.  We are blown away by the support we’ve received since making our announcement that we are moving!!  So many people have shared our post and are already asking how they can help support us.  As Flavor Flav once said to me, “WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!”

What we are needing most, is monthly support.  We are praying that people will commit to sponsoring us, no matter how little.  You can do so by going to THIS LINK , choosing your donation amount, and adding “Send The Saultons” under Order Notes at checkout.

If you prefer to make a one time donation, that can be done so HERE.

We are also selling t-shirts, get some Saulton-swag in super soft cotton!!!  Orders must be placed by December 30th!  T-shirts are only $20, add $2 if you would like us to ship them to you 🙂  (we will deliver to Fredericksburg, Culpeper, Sugar Grove, Harrisonburg, Huntington, and Kenova) 😀

Send your name, size, and paypal amount to bryansaulton@gmail.com

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A huge MUCHAS GRACIAS to Bryan’s Grace Christian School classmate who bought t-shirts for Bryan’s ENTIRE HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATING CLASS. It’s generosity of people like YOU that allow US to go and serve.

We’re blown away, in awe, humbled, excited….  God has done a LOT of great things so far on this adventure and we’re just. getting. started.  One thing we know for sure and we’ve seen is that God’s word is true.  Luke 6:38 is really speaking to us in this season, and we are doing our best to receive these blessings and gifts open-handed.  We’re so excited to see where The Lord continues to lead us!

You are loved.
–Whitney

We’re Going to Guatemala!!!

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We know.  You probably have a million questions.  “You’re actually going to move to Guatemala?”  “What are you going to do there?” “Where will you live?” “What are you going to be doing?” and probably the most frequently asked question…  “Why?”

While Guatemala has been stirring in our hearts for over two years, we have decided to move on January 16, 2016.  We have a LOT of work to be done before then!  A lot of packing, moving, selling things, and getting some quality time in with our families.

Our hope for this blog is that you can see the WHY behind the WHAT and that  you get a glimpse into our hearts that have been called to leave our comfortable lives behind to serve The Lord in full time ministry.

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December 2012 – Hope of Life Intl. in Guatemala